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Thursday 11 April 2013

Too much.. I guess...

First I'm pretty sure of myself not gonna have you as a boyfriend yet I'm disappointed that you are giving extra attention to me for a while, and suddenly I feels being abandoned. Went for a movie date with other girls and had fun together. The next day you state that you are in a relationship. Are you that desperate to search for a partner? What more? The girl that you choose as a partner is chosen by other people not from your own heart. You know that it won't last long in a relationship? Choosing partner should be from bottom of your heart so that you can fully take care of that person!
I'm sure I'm not fall for you, yet a tear had shed without me knowing. Did I fall for you without realizing it? That's stupid of me. What I'm worried now is, the dinner that you asked to me months ago. I don't feel it's comfortable to go out with someone's boyfriend... And I did told you the date when we are going for the dinner too... Probably you'll think it as normal dinner with friend, but how will other see it? How will your partner see it? Have you think about that? I guess no..
I guess, this is too much for me to take.
Anyway, all the best for you.

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